Thank god its over. my ihg season FINALLY ended.
time to recover and focus on the more important stuff.like study.
been lagging behind since the start. sigh. ihg really drained me.
well, floorball got 2nd. pity tho, we were fighting for champions.
nevertheless, the girls played well. should be proud of that.
myself,hm. u know u cant really judge yourself cos well, you just cant.
im just glad its over and i can concentrate on my studies.

my thumb's still painful, gotta see a doc soon i guess.
or it'll be permanent. wonder what's wrong with it.
gotta buck up cheryl, stop lagging behind.
CNY's coming. i need to go shopping. get clothes etc.
think im too drained out by hall to even feel the festive season approaching.
shiat.
nuff said. manage my time and score from here.
midterms have to be good.

i dont know why i took it up, its draining me to the max.
but since i did, im gonna finish it well.
we have a chance for first, im gonna fight for it.

got my thumb injured from touch rug. SIAN.
and we've got third...oh well.
not sure if i can play floorball.
1 week. miracles do happen.
have faith, keep beliving.

school work is piling up. well...only 1 mod la. but still.
haha. sacrifices made.

honestly im amused.
please seperate personal and non-personal related.
no one is buying whatever you're putting up anymore.
it is getting irritating and tiring.
im suprised at my endurance.
the rest have given up.
if i ever find it no point one day, i wont pick it up anymore.
lets see if that day will ever come.

double tennis champs. both the guys and girls team.
wah seh. nice feeling cos the win wasnt expected.

hmm, next up is floorball. i have trouble getting the courts for training.
damn sian. =( stupid hall keeps getting in the way.
apart from that...i havent been to classes yet.HEH. but relax. BOTH have webcasts.
FRIDAY is the killer one. =/
5mods 5 lects on friday.
its the modules i chose, no way of escaping that.HAHA.

all's wel until fri comes,
heading out to meet GERAH and LEESI soon! not sure if alphonso is coming along. =p

ciao

today's sermon was talking bout how people often think bout fulfilling the material wants and getting there.
there was a parallel, you can have the best sports car with the premium add ons and gadgets,
but if there isnt petrol in the car, it wont move.
petrol, the spiritual fuel.haha.

haha.depicts right now totally.
im so tired. physically and mentally.
physically cos, well, we got into the finals for tennis and i was playing every match.
mentally cos, i just recieved the warning letter.
hope they'll help me through this.
and i hope i dont have to retake the stupid module.

its damn tiring, and sometimes to lift everything up in his name just seems like the easy way out.
no time to think or rest.
ihg is picking up its speed already.
plus my grades.

long post ahead. heh.

its finally 2010. gosh u cant know how much i wanted 2009 to end.
i felt as though i lost alot. at the same time, nothing is lost. yeah it doesnt make sense.
eventful or not, lessons were learnt.
maybe im negative but to think of smth good/nice that happened last year takes time.
its not like something at the tip of my tongue.
well,for one made new friends, family's good,no drastic changes.
hmm, that bout it huh.
the other list was endless.thank god its a new year.

you know as u reflect u usually go through the impt/relevant stuff in ur life?
right now its family,friends,uni,hall,studies,relationships.
yeah.2/6 thats alright. hah. what a year it was.
whatever luh huh, 2010's here. it will get better.

alright, resolutions!
for one, to study and not regret.
second, to maintain friendships and put in effort to know more people better.
third, open up,stop closing my heart to new people.
fourth, family first,always.
fifth, positive thinking, even when everything is at the dumps.

heh.i think 5 is enough? enough to be busy for another year. till 2011 comes.haha.

batam was alright. haha. new group,interesting i should say.
just slacked away. go with the flow.

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i read through my old new year posts.haha.since 2007.heh
quite negative aye. the prev year always seem bad and there's always hope for the next year to be better. 
2010 rolls off the tongue, it will be good.

kay its 4am time to sleep buhbye.

its boxing day. i still rmb how i spent last year's boxing day.
have an album in facebook just to prove it.haha
gosh, time really flies.

rmb the prev post bout not finding the spark in christmas?
well i found it.
i was looking for something big, something extravagant, that will impact my world.
but no.
actually its really the smallest things that matter.
the christmas eve dinner at our home and christmas dinner at my aunt's place.
everyone was present. it just felt right.
last year christmas was spent in hongkong,ew.
home, thats where christmas should be spent.
HAHA. irony. cos i went to homeclub after the christmas dinner at my aunt's.
but yeah, u get my drift.

well spent christmas.next up's the new year.
2010. a year for big things.
for one, my 21st.
haha.my mom and aunts have been asking me what have i planned since i was 18. -_-
then i had 3 more years.now i have months.
haha. still not gonna do anything bout it yet. heh.
compressed air buddy, will u be back in time for july/aug? haha.